Sometimes I wonder if I’m doing a good job. Am I reading to her enough? Playing with her enough? Talking to her enough? Teaching her enough? Am I behind on giving her more and interesting foods? Do I take her out enough? Do I take her out too much?Â
Sometimes I’m embarrassed of being a stay-at-home dad that I play it down when I’m talking to people. I’m afraid people will judge me and think I’m a failure in the working world.
Sometimes I wonder if Ellie would be better off with her mom being at home. Is it possible that women are just better at this thing than guys? Am I just trying too hard just to prove that I can do it?  ALL of the coupons and rewards programs for baby products are marketed towards moms. Maybe they’re right. Maybe dads don’t know what they’re doing.Â